Wednesday, August 23, 2006
{ 7:37 AM }
it's been like four days since i last updated my blog. recently there have been a lot of tests going on. it's like there's almost one test everyday. even the only free day they had was filled in by o level music. and i seriously think i'll flunk my o level music because i dont understand a single thing! hahaas..but nevermind. i'm seriouly hopeless. sometimes looking at some people really bring back some of your darkest memories. the memories you want to hide inside the darkest corner of your heart so that it'll never surface again. i'm hiding all along. i dont know how to face it and i keep turning away. is it a way of protecting myself, or am i being a coward? i dont know..but it sure scared me when i turned around and saw..i dont want to think about it.
today i was walking in the canteen with si min they all trying to decide what to eat when i saw a pedestrian A. hahaas..just know that pedestrian is pedestrian. forget it. i too dont understand what i'm trying to say..but yea. seriously, it doesnt bring about any pain. unlike my friend, who went all sad about it. heheex..i find life a bit monotonus. should i say..something like rk? hahaas.."i should cease living like a cow. prehaps a cow with justice might feel humiliated with such comparison." arhhh...!!! i need some life in me. inject me with hope and laughter so that i look forward to each day..i dont look forward to each day now..i dread it. save me from that well.